Starting… probably tomorrow, I’m gonna be leaving this blog indefinitely in order to work on certain mental health problems that Tumblr is either enabling or exacerbating. I’ll continue to occasionally post on @kiricornite via a side account. Otherwise, I’m pretty much just gonna let my queue run out.
I have no idea how long I’ll be gone. I love certain things about this website, and I love all the people I’ve met here, but it’s not really a secret that I hate how the community handles moral and political issues. I’ve struggled for a long time with moral scrupulosity related to OCD, and it’s reached the point where sticking around is making recovery nigh-impossible.
I’m gonna queue this post a few times to make sure as many of my followers see it as possible.
Alright, I think the issue’s been worked out? So I’m gonna check my inbox a couple times a week just in case there’s any new developments, but otherwise I’m gonna officially start my hiatus. Thank you to everyone who’s had kind words for me.
rick astley could be a fucking serial killer at this point and i wouldn’t have a goddamn clue because im physically and psychologically incapable of clicking any link that even slightly alludes to him at this point. rick astley just ran over 20 people you say? lmao not falling for that again don’t tell me to call 911 what do you take me for a fool
If anyone ever has a problem with me, I’d really like them to talk about it with me one-on-one. I know I’ve gotten defensive with people in the past who’ve come to me with concerns, and I apologize. That’s something I need to work on. However, if you’re coming to me in good faith, I’m always willing to listen to your concerns. But you gotta tell me if I’m doing something wrong, because otherwise I’ll never know, yeah?
I say this because it’s just come to my attention that some people are telling others I’ve done things that I either never did, or haven’t done in quite a while. I don’t know the names of these people, just that it’s a thing that’s happening.
Anyway, I really want to believe this is some kind of misunderstanding, and I want to make things right if I can.
in my most recent game of team defense fort 2 i was banned from a 24/7 hightower pony rp server for screaming ‘incoming gamer!’ into my mic every time i respawned or charged as demoman. and i have to say, nothing really prepares you for the sensation of hearing a grown man say with no hint of irony in his voice, ‘mr sex goblin, if you dont stop saying that im banning you from ponyville forever’
“what’s up, everybody? I think dogs should vote!”
If anyone ever has a problem with me, I’d really like them to talk about it with me one-on-one. I know I’ve gotten defensive with people in the past who’ve come to me with concerns, and I apologize. That’s something I need to work on. However, if you’re coming to me in good faith, I’m always willing to listen to your concerns. But you gotta tell me if I’m doing something wrong, because otherwise I’ll never know, yeah?