me: *wants to socialize, make friends, and stop isolating myself in general*
my brain: BITCHβ¦ NO ONE π FUCKING π LIKES YOU π NO ONE WILL EVER LIKE YOU π YOU DONβT DESERVE FRIENDSHIPS π YOU HAVE NOTHING OF ANY WORTH TO CONTRIBUTE TO CONVERSATIONS π YOUβRE A DISGUSTING π HIDEOUS π PIECE OF SHIT π KEEP TO YOURSELF YOU PARASITIC GREMLIN π
me: ok nvm I guess