raychillster:

i sat down with the universe and told her i wanted to grow. i told her to use me as a vessel. so she made me uncomfortable. she stripped me of everything i knew. made me learn how to be silent, how to let go, how to move on, how to stand my ground, how to be more understanding, how to fight, how to survive, how to be more assertive, more loving, less naive. she told me to take everything i have learned and share it with others. and so here i am today. uncomfortable, heartbroken, but i am growing so fucking much. i am improving every second. and I have beautiful words to share. i am full of wisdom and my pain only teaches me even more that love is so important. there is no room for bitterness here. i have to keep going no matter what.